Game Over
I don't know what came to me to write this post. I guess this is the last one. It has been a very good years. Let this blog remain a history of my past, i shall leave it as it is. My wedding is just around the corner :) so take care ! live long and prosper ! End of line
The world keeps getting smaller
Drank too much last nite... got bills to pay...my head just feels in pain...
Traffic sucks and there be hell today...i'm late for work again...
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply...that I might not last the day ...
And then you text me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad.... My GM/Mentor keep on telling, when you have passion with you work, then it ceased to be a JOB. Well it's yet to be a passion to me, but still each day i look forward going to the office ;)
of that Capitalist Bastard
Got a call from kimmy 'halal pig' ong the other day and had a dinner with her in Delicious bangsar. There's the usual catch up session since we only meet once a month and the dinner topic was 'career'. As she keep on telling me how she wanted to quit her job and escape to melbourne, she noticed that the man behind me looks like Zuhdi. I turned around.. and yeah it was Zuhdi, finished up our dinner and we joined Zuhdi for dessert and a couple of red. They all talked about how underpaid they all are and when it come to me, i simply said... it doesn't matter what industries i'm in.. what sort of business i'm involved, even if it's far strayed from what i graduated in... as loooong as it makes money..a lot of money... i'll be happy. I don't mind ass licking, sweet talking all the way up the corporate ladder. Come to think of it, I am that Capitalist Bastard they said i'll be. We'll.. all that principal and ethics just went down the drain.. I'm ok with it as long as my mortgage and bills paid. *sigh*
Periodic Parody Part 1 - Quest for a perfect chemistry.
Early this year, i embarked on a mission, to boldly go, to seek out, in a search for the perfect chemistry. Here are the result of a half year quest : ~Mel-crite Cynna-dium is a chemical compound which seem to be soooo attracted to Au,79 (Gold) its unnatural !. It always illuminate under UV light and loud music. Mel-crite doesn't react well to alcohol and dissolved when mixed with ecstasy.
~Ummu-nium Iodide is a very unstable non graphitic carbon. By product of sub- intelligence life form. Many scientist agreed that Jessica Simpson took to much of this. ~Lily-phite Nitrate is a result from vanished Mel-crite, from the same family of Cynna-dium. Not to be taken too much as it is proven Lily-phite contain addictive taste. During the first experiment, Lily-phite exhibited certain behavior and could be shaped into perfect chemistry but alas.. its unpredictable elements with high half-life isotope during weekends had ruin its substance. It will be solely missed. The quest is far from completed, i had gained lots of critical experience and leveled up quite a bit. to be continued ..
Closer
Sorry sangat-sangat, i know i'm doing it again !! neglecting my friends, i missed weddings, i rarely replied the sms's and my god i didn't even return the call. What a rude fuckhead i've been. So, tonite i did a list and terus call diorang ;) Top of the list would be my dear friends Cat whom i've been meaning to visit and her best friend Novie whom i missed the wedding. Talked about Cat, i heard that she got herself into blogging.. i googled to look for her blog but couldn't find..put her name on google's query box..but the result doesn't point me to the right direction. So what the hell..i just called her and asked how she's doing and all. It's been a while since my last visit in USM. My god it's been more than a month already since the day me and pokwe rushed to the seremban's hospital on that tragic day. She sounded ok, but it's there's the usual awkward moment between conversation. I read her blog (wordpress lagi !..jgn main2)!! .. and she's seem to be getting better..thanks god. Well, i guess i see you once i get back to KB i still owe you that Seafood !! take care darl ! p/s : i'm not going for the ID4 (happy 4th of July btw!) party tonite.
more than meets the eye..
Since somebody FFK me for the premier, finding a partner to go with on such importance occasion like this was a daunting task, not to mention on short notice. It turn out that FFK was a blessing... :) thanks ummu ;) ! OMG ! ... trust Michael Bay to heal your fuck up mind ! Transformers was awesome ! There isn't a single boring moment for the whole ninety minutes, for us who grown up to with Autobots and Decepticons, let give an applause to Bay and his company. Mr. Bay has done one hell of a job resurrecting our childhood dreams. The voices of Peter Cullen saying ""Freedom is the right of all sentient being !" could bring tears to most of us... It's a total Robogasm...p/s : Driving home from the cinemas make you feels that all those vehicle around you could transform..what a sight ! 
we all deserved oscars for that role
*sigh* tough day at the office, well the tough part was not in the job description which kinda make the whole thing my fault. True to my previous post, that sickness really got into me. When i thought it was time to leave the past behind, the only thing that i have now IS my past. They said, "why change the system when the current is is profitable?". There's a bitter truth in it. Hell, this is fucking hard, harder than i would admit. it isn't end of the world but sure does feels like it. It hooked me long enough before the reality caught up. this 12 years old isn't helping either but at least it made me sleepy. Good night and Good Riddance.  p/s : crossroad seem too mundane, so i snap something closest to me. :)
sunday's musing
Amazing, made me want to leave everything behind. Skipped my weekend routines (why is it still a routine?..beats me!). Suddenly all the self made distraction that has been part of my life shattered to bit. Pretended to be reading Wikipedia while my mind keep longing for that 'starlight' ring tones of my phones. The fact that i barely knew ..scared me. I need a better remedy for this J sickness.
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